The Journey Home
Yoga was a gift my parents were giving me perhaps unconsciously. I have fond memories of doing yoga with my parents when i was young. But, for many of us, as we grow up we often reject the things that our parents teach us. I had absolutely no interest in yoga as a teen/young adult and it wasn't until my late 20's that I recognized how important yoga is in my life and my work as an activist.
After spending a decade in the international women's human rights field, my colleagues and I began to discuss 'burn out' among activists. I too was working non-stop and was always tired, stressed, and agitated. My moods were uneven and my energy levels erratic. Although I was exercising, I wasn't at peace. My health was deteriorating and I was making poor choices in order to handle the stress of the work we were doing.
At some point my sister dragged me to a yoga class. Unconsciously I was already judging modern day yoga. I had created beliefs that the yoga today could never be authentic or even remotely as powerful as what my parents had practiced with 'real' gurus from India.
As much as I wanted to hate the class and find reasons to pick it apart, I felt deep gratitude instead. I felt like my body was coming home to a practice that lives in all of us. My breath began to slow and my muscles began to relax. It was so genuine and so basic that I felt the big ball of string I had wound around myself for protection, begin to unwind. I was vulnerable, but in a safe space. Tears came to my eyes as I gave thanks for this ancient Indian practice. I’ve been practicing and studying yoga regularly ever since and I am honored to share the beauty of yoga with you through my classes.